Monday, March 29, 2010

My Girls

I’m sorry everyone, I’ve been so busy lately and I’ve wanted to talk about my girls, but with setting up the Training Gardens, and my club, there just simply hasn’t been the time to do so. So before I get into that please accept my apologies for being so tardy in my post and sharing with you all.

Ok, with that out of the way, on to my girls. It’s been a few weeks since their training had started, but they are fantastic and eager to learn, and are constantly making me proud with everything they do. I first met Christine and Brianon at a club where they danced that I used to frequent often, we had become good friends almost immediately and enjoy each other’s company whenever I would show up there and sometimes talk when we could through IM’s.  Well after a while, and out of the blue not long after I had been collared first Chris, and then Brianon both came to me seeking to learn and explore their submissive sides. To say I was surprised was a total understatement, I mean we had become good friends yes, but they were placing a large amount of trust in me, and I’ll be honest I was scared out of my panties (ok I can tell you right now that I use that phrase a lot so get used to it *giggles*). Regardless of how I felt about training, my Mentor, had complete confidence in my ability to teach them everything that she had taught me, and with that encouragement I asked and of course received permission from Mystress to take the two girls on as their Mentor and protector.

Right now it has been roughly two weeks since their training has begun and both have proven themselves to be excellent subs, with a passion to serve and please that nearly rivals my own, and….with minor exceptions for Chris *grins* constantly make me more and more proud in what they have learned and continue to show in their submission.

Because of these two wonderful girls, I now have my own club up and running, and hopefully, after opening night, running much smoother. They also contribute all that they can to the school as well. Not only am I proud to be their Mentor, but equally if not more so proud to be their friend.

Well that is all there is to say for now, hopefully there will be another update soon, as well as a picture to add of me and the girls later.

~Hugs and kisses~
Thina

Thursday, March 25, 2010

The BDSM Awards

The BDSM Awards

Before it gets too late to talk about it, I want to drop a short note on the awards that I had mentioned earlier.

Last week on the 20th there was a BDSM awards banquet at De Ville’s which is a BDSM club that, when I have the time, is where I am the hostess. At first I hadn’t planned on going, I’m usually not around at the time is was being given on the weekend…but…….i was nominated for a couple of awards so how could I not go, and what’s better is that Mystress escorted me to the banquet *pouts slightly* oh how I wish I would have taken a picture of the two of us, she looked gorgeous as usual and I wasn’t doing so bad either I must say. Anyway, I was nominated for the most well behaved slave and the best in latex award…I won the best in latex, and though I am incredibly happy that I did (I never win anything) I was a little disappointed that I didn’t win the most obedient slave award, but it was expected, I hadn’t had the chance to show up there in a while so the fact that I won anything is nothing short of amazing.

Anyway, I know it’s a much shorter note than usual, but there wasn’t a lot to the night and to be honest the best part was just being dressed in a nice gown and hanging on Mystress’ arm.

~Hugs and kisses~
Kyttin


Our Home

As I said yesterday, before I finally crashed on my keyboard, I’ve decided to add another post (aren’t you so lucky *wink*) and I want to share about the wonderful home the Mystress and I share.

*squeals excitedly* OH! Before I even get to that, after reading my post on our first meeting, Mystress added a link to my blog on her own, that means so much to me, and you have no idea. Right after she told me that I did the same for hers and Paladin’s blog, since I read it often now it seemed right to share it with all of you as well.

Ok now onto even more fun stuff. As I mentioned before, in my post about Mystress and I first meeting, we have our own home here in Second Life. Out of everything about the home, what makes it truly special is that Mystress had told me that I was the first one that she had ever shared a home with. It makes me feel special in so many ways it’s hard to even begin describing.

I had wanted to surprise Mystress with a plot of land, I didn’t really have a spot to call home, I couldn’t exactly live in my club, and I was hoping that she would share it with me. I had seen where she had lived and couldn’t imagine her wanting to share a home with me, especially so soon, it had only been roughly a week after all. Well thankfully I was incredibly wrong, not only did she want to share one with me, we spent a great deal of time finding just the right one that we could call home. The only request that I had was that the house have a room I could call my own and decorate with my own style, as Mystress and I have to very different looks that we enjoy, and she does enjoy my personal style, but to me she is to elegant and refined a woman to live in a home covered in dark and gothic BDSM styling. Well….after a long time in searching we finally stumbled upon a house that was beautifully designed and even had a separate room just for me and Mystress surprised me I admit when she bought it out right, I supposed I should have guessed that she would, but it meant even more to me that she did. Mystress did say that even though all I asked for was one room, she wanted a little bit of my own style to decorate our home as well…after all, it was our home, not just hers.

As I said the house is gorgeous and even more so now that it has our own touch to it, including a wonderful kitty perch that I love to lay on while Mystress watches me from her bench by the fountain in the yard. It also has Mystress’ favorite, a dance pole on the second floor in front of a wonderful couch so that she can watch me dance just for her, and afterwards we usually spend time just sitting on that same couch and cuddle, and talk for the longest times, simply enjoying each other’s company before she usually drifts off to bed and I go down and continue to work on projects just for her.

Well would you look at that, I seemed to have rambled on again….good *giggles* I love writing about my Mystress, and all the fun I have had and continue to have at her side. Please take a look at the picks below as well, it’s kind of a photo tour of our home and unless you are really good friends of ours it may be your only look into it *chuckles softly* don’t worry, I’m really not as big of a bitch as I act sometimes, Mystress, keep s me well behaved thankfully.

~Hugs and Kisses~
Kyttin


Wednesday, March 24, 2010

The Training Gardens

Ok, I keep saying I only want to do one or two posts a week but so many wonderful things keep happening that I can’t help it, I guess as a result all those who read these words are treated to them more often I suppose.

At any rate, now it’s time to get into the fun stuff *giggles*

Ok, so, not too long ago, I was given the great honor of having two special women placed under my care and protection so that they could not only explore their submissive sides, but so that they could also learn what it meant to submit to another. I will talk more about them later I promise (I know I keep saying that but I really will). Anyway, a few days ago, I had mentioned to my own Mentor that in addition to the two girls I was training, my Mystress had told me of another she wished for me to meet and befriend, and possibly Mentor myself, in addition to that, had a chance meeting of another girl who was seeking to learn as well, so within the span of just a few days I found myself in charge of training 4 girls. After she had heard all of that, she told me of a girl she had come across that she wanted me to meet as well, and quipped that perhaps I should start a school to help pass on my own training.

Well last night I had mentioned it to Mystress, and she thought it was a wonderful idea and offering her full support…but wait…there’s more and it gets even better. Today, she had told me that both her and Sir Robert had talked and decided to give the school a rather large portion of land to get started, saving me a lot of money in the process and followed that be selflessly spending a couple hours helping me prepare the land and Mystress even had a couple wonderful pieces to add already, when the land is all ready I will add some pictures so that everyone can see.

Not only do I already have wonderful help from Mystress and Sir Robert, but also from my wonderful girls, who are as anxious as I am to finish the school and are ready to be right there by my side to pass along everything we have learned about what it means to submit and the wonderful feeling that can come from it.

There is so much to say and never enough time to say it all, I wish there was but that’s the way the world works it seems. I will simply end this here, and I already know there will be more tomorrow, I can’t help it, I’m having way too much fun not to share it with everyone.

Monday, March 22, 2010

Meeting My Mystress

I was going to wait until Wednesday to write again, but after reading Mystress’ recounting of our meeting, I wanted to tell the story from my side, and share it with all of you, because it was such a wonderful time, and I couldn’t bare to keep it to myself.

The night she and I had met, I had been dancing in a club that I am usually at late at night, I am the hostess for the times when the club is not busy, mostly to greet stray visitors and welcome, and give a tour if they so wish, usually working for small (at best) tips. I was about to leave after having been there for about an hour without a single visitor and literally just as I was reaching to log out of my tip jar, in walked Mystress. Now to be fair, when she first rezzed in, I thought it would just be another “hello and welcome” and she would be off, I was used to it and didn’t expect anything more than a polite hello. To my surprise not only did Mystress stand and carry on a conversation with me, but sat down to continue it…as well as giving me the biggest tip I had ever received so she defiantly would always stand out if for nothing else then that. As we sat and talked for a while I was slowly becoming captivated by her, she was kind and intelligent, she wasn’t trying to get me naked and into my panties (well I suppose that may have been on her list of things to do when she saw me *giggles*) but she was also very refined and elegant, she had a glow about her that demanded respect without ever having to say it, and I was very sad when she had to leave, though not long before she did she offered me an opportunity to give her a private dance on a pole she had in her own home, that aside though, after meeting her, it was the first time I questioned my own loyalty to the woman that would collar me later that same night.

The following night Mystress had sent me an IM to say hello and to once again extend her offer to dance in her home, which I eagerly wanted to do, but was now the property of another, I know it was a disappointment to her, even though her response was only text I could feel it when I read it, I felt terrible inside and continued to question my devotion to the woman that would controlled me at the time.

Mystress and I had sent a few IM’s back and forth throughout the week, she was always friendly even though I could still feel the disappointment from her, even if she didn’t realize it was still there. Only a few days passed before obvious differences caused my Mistress at the time to release me from my collar. When I was released I didn’t know what to do or where to go, I turned to my own Mentor, who was always there for me throughout and after my training, her words helped, but something was missing and I saw that Mystress was on…so I gathered up what little strength I had left and sent her a message, she asked how my new Mistress was doing and how I was liking it…right away my own flood gates opened, I let everything flow out to this magnificent woman, and instead of casting me aside she sat, and she listened, she could hear how my heart ached and provided comfort and support to me. We spent a long time with me talking and her gently listening, learning more about me, and what makes me tick, and in a subtle way, after hearing my cries, was offering a new chance at happiness, not as an owner, not yet, but as a friend, and my heart melted at that instant.

Several days passed, with the two of us just talking, learning even more about each other, becoming more comfortable with each other, learning that in some ways were the same and in many others we were different. Finally the day came, when through cryptic sentences, and finally one flat out question by me, that she was offering me her collar, to belong to her, and to serve her with kindness, loyalty, devotion, and love. By the time she had offered it to me, I had thought long and hard about it, not wanting to rush in and be hurt again, knowing that she had other pets, and when she offered to me, I didn’t even blink, I accepted her collar, and gave her myself.

It has been just over a week since the collar was placed around my neck, along with my cuffs, and I have not regretted for a moment my decision to give myself to her. We have spent nights cuddling and talking for hours, nights where we would go shopping, even evenings attending a BDSM award banquet (which I will tell you about later *giggles*). I have spent nights dancing on a pole just for her in our private home (which I will also tell you about later…so much to say and so little room *giggles*) and talking to her about her day.

She truly is the most wonderful Mystress I have ever come across, she is not like others that I have met, she is kind and caring…but I wouldn’t want to see her bad side for anything…well…maybe all the shoes in the world but that is totally different. *giggles*

It seems I have rambled on, as I tend to do, Mystress I know you are reading this, and I am grateful to have you from wandering into the club that night, searching for something to do, there is nothing I wouldn’t do for you, and should anyone dare try to harm you, they will find out just how sharp this little Kyttins’ claws can be. (And to everyone else, yes that is exactly how you spell my nickname, I’m her little Kyttin :P)

Welcome everyone

I just wanted to say a special little hello to all of my friends. I am creating this blog because I spend a great deal of time in Second Life, and I have met some truly wonderful people that I am proud to call friend, and one I am even more proud to call Mystress. Yes my life in Second Life is the proud pet of my Mystress, she has her own blog and it inspired me to have a place to hold my own thoughts and share some of my adventures. I don't want to get too detailed here in a welcoming message but I will share more of myself and my Second Life with you in time. I will update here either when I can, or when it is appropriate. so check back once in a while and I hope to have many adventures to share with you all.