It has been far too long since I've posted again, mostly because a lot has happened, faced with the reality that Jessie cannot see me as her Mistress anymore, as well as me coming to terms with being a switch. However despite what at first was negative or sad, I am happy to say I was so totally wrong.
Jessie and I are still together, and to a certain extent she still is my little kitten, even if it is only once in a while or a limited fashion, I am always happy to be around her, and I don't need to have her on my leash to be happy, just to have her companionship. She will always hold a place in my heart, and I know I have a small home in hers, somewhere ^.~
It is also coming up on having owned Aki as my pet for a month, and what a month it has been, she is always a joy to see, and granted there have been a couple of rocky spots, and mostly overreactions by me, but I can confidently say that I have enjoyed and continue to enjoy all that I share with her...and the fact that her and Jessie play together...and sometimes bind each other and wait for me, just makes it even more enjoyable.
The biggest thing is me having to deal with being a switch, I prefer to spend my time as the Mistress, but I can't deny or hide the fact that I do also have some very strong submissive tenancies. I used to think that was a sign of weakness, that I didn't deserve to be a Mistress because of it, but over the last two weeks, being with Windrunner and her Queen, Jessie and Aki, other friends and playmates, I've finally not only accept the facts but have gotten to the point where I honestly don't care what others think of me, if they think I'm not Mistress material because I enjoy submitting as well, well that is just too bad, just means they are missing out on one hell of a ride ^.~
Well I will draw this post to a close here, and I hope to be able to share more soon.
~Hugz and kisses...and everything in between~
Thina
PS: Hi hi little kris =^.^=
Sunday, June 20, 2010
Thursday, June 3, 2010
The joy of being me...sometimes *giggles*
Okay so the title is a little self indulgent, and I know it's been a while since I've posted, and a lot has happened though this still may be a short post.
First off I want to say hello to the special few that continue to follow my writings and thoughts, I can be a bit weird sometimes I suppose, but seeing that people are actually reading always puts a smile on my face. I also know little Kris reads and I feel bad that myself and kitten haven't been around lately to visit her, but a lot has been going on with us and I know from reading her own blog she is no stranger to people getting busy in the world we call Second Life. Hopefully kitten and I, as well as my pony aki, will be able to visit soon and see her, so until then "HI KRIS!!!"
Alright moving on, I can safely say that I am truly fortunate, I have wonderful pets to keep me company, and wonderful friends that look out for me when I sometimes slip and am confused when it comes to my role as a Mistress...and the sometimes part comes in when I have to deal with people that think you can easily put a Mistress tag over your head and claim to be one, blindly charging in and closing off their mind when someone expresses concern for the way they do things, but ah well, such is life, and I have my friends and pets who are an incredibly interesting and intelligent group.
I do want to say that things with kitten continue to grow and improve, a few nights ago, I accepted a collar from her, showing her my love and trust of her, and allowing her to lock it, at first it was to satisfy some major submissive tendencies, but now, a few days later and thinking about it, it's more than that, it has a deeper meaning to me at least anyway, it represents me giving her my heart and my trust not just as my pet, but as my lover as well. She brings me such joy I can't even put it into the right words...if any such words exist that is. My other girls mean the world to me as well don't get me wrong, but kitten will always have my heart <3
Other Mistress' and Masters may think it silly to fall in love with their pet...well screw 'em my girls are more than just pets to me, they are each special in their own way, they all serve me with unwavering trust and devotion, and they each have a special place in my heart...ok kitten takes up most of that room, but they are all special and wonderful.
~Hugz and kisses...and everything in between~
Thina =^.^=
First off I want to say hello to the special few that continue to follow my writings and thoughts, I can be a bit weird sometimes I suppose, but seeing that people are actually reading always puts a smile on my face. I also know little Kris reads and I feel bad that myself and kitten haven't been around lately to visit her, but a lot has been going on with us and I know from reading her own blog she is no stranger to people getting busy in the world we call Second Life. Hopefully kitten and I, as well as my pony aki, will be able to visit soon and see her, so until then "HI KRIS!!!"
Alright moving on, I can safely say that I am truly fortunate, I have wonderful pets to keep me company, and wonderful friends that look out for me when I sometimes slip and am confused when it comes to my role as a Mistress...and the sometimes part comes in when I have to deal with people that think you can easily put a Mistress tag over your head and claim to be one, blindly charging in and closing off their mind when someone expresses concern for the way they do things, but ah well, such is life, and I have my friends and pets who are an incredibly interesting and intelligent group.
I do want to say that things with kitten continue to grow and improve, a few nights ago, I accepted a collar from her, showing her my love and trust of her, and allowing her to lock it, at first it was to satisfy some major submissive tendencies, but now, a few days later and thinking about it, it's more than that, it has a deeper meaning to me at least anyway, it represents me giving her my heart and my trust not just as my pet, but as my lover as well. She brings me such joy I can't even put it into the right words...if any such words exist that is. My other girls mean the world to me as well don't get me wrong, but kitten will always have my heart <3
Other Mistress' and Masters may think it silly to fall in love with their pet...well screw 'em my girls are more than just pets to me, they are each special in their own way, they all serve me with unwavering trust and devotion, and they each have a special place in my heart...ok kitten takes up most of that room, but they are all special and wonderful.
~Hugz and kisses...and everything in between~
Thina =^.^=
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